Coping with Cancer Treatment and Its Challenges

Yes I'm still going through just another chemo treatment. If I apparently I'm clear I do not have breast cancer. It's just worry that I just might have some residue from when I had surgery. They put like 2 butterfly. Barkers and the tissue might still be there. They said you know, 2 of the docthere's a butt when they say it like that, it makes me worried. You know, so because of. Don't say you don't have it. It's residue there if you're not sure. But I think they gave me the word. I work with Doctor Hawkins and Doctor harogue at Estero care in New Jersey. The Polly of care is okay. Financially, the only thing I don't like about it is I create 20% of medical medicare. And all of a sudden, get all these collection notices. And I had a fractured skull at 13 breaks of fractured doughs and orbital from side effects to the medication. And unfortunately I doubt you tell me they were going to pay for it because it was so unusual and I was exposed to radiation until 11 at work. In the area it's scret and you found them and I left. And it's over the same ship doesn't like to springing in it, but I made him aware of a Jessica's. I have a reaction because it was on a blood test in the world. Tells reported it to Harrisburg because they have to report any biochemical. Anybody was exposed to for any reason. So it has been one hell of a ride for me. I think I am a soldier's LP and I stand here with my parents. And my family have been so awesome. And uh, distress, they go through, they don't show it. I wish sometimes I would show it. And I told him I will handle this. He'd say makeep kids safe make them be happy. Let them be happy because being a single parent for so long. I've been. I've learned to shut down and to take care of what I need to get taken care of and to protect everybody. I possibly can from any hurricane and that is really not my job, but you never forget. You know your kids are always gonna be your kids. I'm gonna have big hip-hop. And so medicare, it needs to work and plus I've been understanding. I'm only forgotten those. How long is subsistent? That you prefer agricultural program which I did when in court and it has been a big hiccup in my life fraud. Uh, I was put on a major cross over ransom where snap and slide company. It's right now they are selling products. I don't either. I can't even write how much how bad but happened up therapy. I'm but they are supporting this company. And I am not thrilled because he's a criminal. And it's the government. The government does what the government wants to do and they do not support nursing. They don't support the medical system. Harrisburg has been the biggest dress in our country for not reporting generic software. Put into the medical system and that is the company that participated in it. They put my name in it and that's where I have a hood order against it, but they bake food that doesn't. Exist, and sometimes I feel very alone. And it's a healing process. I hope you don't talk about it but what you mean don't talk about. I have to send an alert to Santa Fe. I go I didn't ask for this but I was taught on how to handle it when I took the boards and I think I entertained as fast as I could but send a local department's police department to the very, very short patients on. The dark web. UT, it's really hard but I have this support of 4 judges and the medical system. And that's good enough for yeah, I'm not unique. There's a lot of people in this world that have get a case is what they're going to a matter treatment and it's a little more stressful. OKI have to read I'm saying you're right now with.My parents are elderly and we support each other Going to pray for anybody who is going through any cancer treatment or through the healing process. They God bless you and your family. You say uh , Does anybody else hit ringing in the ears by? Doctor told me I from the chemo treatments that the ring and loud sound. It, it's part of the side effects and to be careful. Kemo bring to talk slow and clear so it doesn't damage your break. I like my brain was damaged when I had AD HD what I was a kid so I'm. I'm used to like walking in things. I don't know, but I have a very good foundation on, keep it myself around it. Thank God for all the therapy.I did before I had cancer so I'll pray for our country Dinavidal Bartleson